Its been long. Yea, too long! I dunno what possible explanation I should give. And what ever I may give, none will suffice. So, not bothered to give any!

Life is getting tougher. You need to breath hard, sweat out and what not, to survive in this jungle.. I do not know.. One side, there is the pressure and stress. And on the other side, there is this ever-persisting background music which calls out for her name. I had thought waiting would be far simpler. It turned out not! Seems like I’ve been a hypocrite who told the world that he have lot of powers, talents. Seems like, I stand naked in the rain, again

I wish to see a rain. Its been so long since i ran a bike through the rain, with rain water splashing on my face. Hands too cold, that you won’t even think of removing it to apply the breaks. I miss the rain back home.

Everything seems so unfamiliar, everything seems so distant, unanswered, looming over my head. Seems like everything is emitting an emotion. and that, being nothing but pure hate. Its been said, that what you get is that which you give. So, does this mean that I’m giving out pure hate? Or does this mean that what I give out is misintrepretted as hate? I do not know.

There is one more thing which prompts me to write. Most of the guys who wre here would have presumed me dead after a silence this long. Let it be. If I am really dead, this should act as my reincarnation.

I’ll be writing again. There is nothing much left here which will help me to hold on to sanity. Nothing but this. There is one line which is in Hotel California..  Some dance to remember, some dance to forget.Why am I writing, I donot know. Perhaps to remember.. perhaps to forget.